Ching Chong

So, my life has been changing, and for the best :)

Starting Junior year, I wanted to change, man up, move on and not feel the stress like I did in the summer. I tired everything to get you off my mind, including talking to new people, joining a lot of clubs, and hanging out with friends everyday. Truth is, no one could replace you. 

I start loving God more, and I started seeing things through a different prospective. I saw things as half full, not half empty. I was surprised when Jennilynn gave so many testimonies about praying for me to bring God in my life. Her prayers came true, and it felt like I was reborn. 

I remember that day in Bible study when we had a lecture about letting go, about forgiving the ones that hurt us. I remember me and Jennilynn crying, i remember getting a bandaid and putting it on ourselves to heal our wounds. I remember texting you to say I forgave you for what you done. I remember the feelings, the emotions of letting go.

But what i did not realize was that we would talk again, and amazingly fall in love. I dont know who fell in love with who first, but I thank God for accepting my prayers, to start a new book. Not a sequel, but a new beginning. 

I dont remember how we started talking serious again. I remember us planning to meet up like we used to.

That day was amazing, Tuesday December 28th, 2010. I waiting for you under the staircase. I remember seeing you and blushing up, being nervous. I remember seeing your gwamparents. I remember us walking. 

I never thought we would fall in love again. I remember us coming out of Victoria Secrets, and you grabbing my arm to lead me to another store. I was like O_O blushing a little. That whole afternoon, i was nervous, not knowing to make a move, or stay shy. I remember my first move, me holding your hand to walk through the ice. A rush of memories came back to me; your warm, small, soft hands.

The best part of that day was spending time with you in Barnes N Nobles, i dont know, i just love the vibe there with you. It is so calming, and peaceful. 

Haha, i remember when i gave you one of your surprises, that was on my mind for the longest time. I remember closing your eyes, moving closer to your lips, and finding them stiff. I knew you didnt expect it. But i couldnt help but go in for another. 

So after that that, we have been talking non stop like we used to. I guess something, somewhere, somehow wants us to talk again, but this time slowly, just like last year. I love you with all my heart, and i know you do too. 

Just know i will never break your heart, never lie to you, and will always love you. No matter what <3 I promise , more than promise, pink promise :)

Te amo con todo a mi corazon / Mahal Kita / Je T’aime. So many ways to say I love you, but i dont mean it to anyone else but you !