The Name is Jon, not John.
Adores the color blue since God knows when.
Photography and short writing is the main thing on my mind right now.
Mostly photography with friends, or nature.
I mainly do short love stories, and whatever comes to my mind.
Captures moments with a Nikon D70.
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Aim : Lilazndude646
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A lot has changed since I last posted here . .
So, my life has been changing, and for the best :)
Starting Junior year, I wanted to change, man up, move on and not feel the stress like I did in the summer. I tired everything to get you off my mind, including talking to new people, joining a lot of clubs, and hanging out with friends everyday. Truth is, no one could replace you.
I start loving God more, and I started seeing things through a different prospective. I saw things as half full, not half empty. I was surprised when Jennilynn gave so many testimonies about praying for me to bring God in my life. Her prayers came true, and it felt like I was reborn.
I remember that day in Bible study when we had a lecture about letting go, about forgiving the ones that hurt us. I remember me and Jennilynn crying, i remember getting a bandaid and putting it on ourselves to heal our wounds. I remember texting you to say I forgave you for what you done. I remember the feelings, the emotions of letting go.
But what i did not realize was that we would talk again, and amazingly fall in love. I dont know who fell in love with who first, but I thank God for accepting my prayers, to start a new book. Not a sequel, but a new beginning.
I dont remember how we started talking serious again. I remember us planning to meet up like we used to.
That day was amazing, Tuesday December 28th, 2010. I waiting for you under the staircase. I remember seeing you and blushing up, being nervous. I remember seeing your gwamparents. I remember us walking.
I never thought we would fall in love again. I remember us coming out of Victoria Secrets, and you grabbing my arm to lead me to another store. I was like O_O blushing a little. That whole afternoon, i was nervous, not knowing to make a move, or stay shy. I remember my first move, me holding your hand to walk through the ice. A rush of memories came back to me; your warm, small, soft hands.
The best part of that day was spending time with you in Barnes N Nobles, i dont know, i just love the vibe there with you. It is so calming, and peaceful.
Haha, i remember when i gave you one of your surprises, that was on my mind for the longest time. I remember closing your eyes, moving closer to your lips, and finding them stiff. I knew you didnt expect it. But i couldnt help but go in for another.
So after that that, we have been talking non stop like we used to. I guess something, somewhere, somehow wants us to talk again, but this time slowly, just like last year. I love you with all my heart, and i know you do too.
Just know i will never break your heart, never lie to you, and will always love you. No matter what <3 I promise , more than promise, pink promise :)
Te amo con todo a mi corazon / Mahal Kita / Je T’aime. So many ways to say I love you, but i dont mean it to anyone else but you !
See you in your wedding dress
I can see you in your wedding dress
I see you walking down in your … (wedding dress)
I can see you in your wedding dress (Oh, yea~)
Addicted to this song again -____-
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God damn, finding friends on facebook with the help of class pictures and year books really bring back some memories. People can really change in 9 years. One single glance at a class photo can bring back endless amounts of memories.
i just don’t understand, we’re through and done
it’s over but i always end up thinking about you anyway
i’m over you but i always end up stumblin to look at your pictures
i sound so pathetic, so let me stop
it hurts sometimes, but i try so hard to not let it get to me
so i stop. i think about something else and i forget about you
but it’s not for long..and i guess that’s what happens.
School starts in 19 days apparently.
But anyways, i’ve been through a lot of shit this year.
Finding love, losing it, and just moving on.
But that is one of the things i’ve been through.
I went through losing friends, finding new ones, and have to let them go
I am a Junior now, i guess i better start acting like it… acting more adultish, stop being childish and staying in the past.
No more playing games with people who waste my time.
I want to be a new person in 2011; a better person
The New Nikon 3100; 14 Mega Pixels, Auto Focus Video Camera.. 700 dollar. Or In Other Words, My Whole Summer Pay -___-
I know I may not have that many followers compared to some people
But check out my flickr / photography :)